When you think about it moods are really weird things. Especially mood swings. What is it that makes someone feel so low one minute and then completely fine the next? Chemical imbalance in the brain isn't it, something like that, I'm no scientifically smart gurl. They're just weird and damn frustrating. Right now I'm feeling good, and happy and singing the same line over and over in my head, "Raindrops keep falling on my head," lol, don't ask me why it's that particular line cause I don't know, just started. But the other day...well if you're reading this then chances are you might have read the other day.

I think I just need to find balance and stability in my life, neither of which I really feel around me or inside me more importantly. It takes a crash every week or two to clear my head for a bit. And after tomorrow I will have submitted two short stories to publishers, so I think that is partly why I'm feeling good right now, I'm taking steps in my writing. If I get rejected I'll be disappointed but that isn't the important part to me right now, it's just the trying that I'm going for and if it leads to success, hey then that's a bonus.

Well just wanted to update since when I'm feeling better I hate leaving my latest entry as being one where I'm depressed. And for you with the two big shoulders, thanks, we might not talk much but I really appreciate knowing you're there;)