Holy Hell!!!!!!!!!

I don't know if I'm just big on drama and overreact or what, but my BABY IS BACK!!!!!!!! And that is hella good news for me. She's not back back, but I got an email from her today, sorta explaining stuff and with that being first contact in nearly three damn weeks, with her phone also telling me it's disconnected, an email is a huge, big, major deal to me. I am so frickin happy right now, and RELEAVED, oh my god, I just love that gurl so much, I couldn't bare thinking she was gone for good. I'm not even gonna get mad at her for this, I'm just gonna tell her how much I love her and missed her and want her in my arms so this NEVER happens again. I'm crying now just thinking of these past weeks and how much I don't want to go through that again, I gotta get her here. She is everything to me and so much more. I feel like my life has been given back to me. Like I can breathe again. Just everything is wrapped up in her, down to even the smallest things of like who am I gonna get to read my writing and tell me what they think if I can't get my greatest supporter, or who can I talk to when I have a bad day if not Lisa. But she's back. And I am so gonna kick her butt for this, no wait I said I wasn't gonna get mad. Hmm well I can kick her butt in a loving way, lol. If anyone doubts my feelings for my gurl because we met online and have stayed that way for all this time, then they can kiss my ass, because I know how I feel with her and I know how I feel without her. Ok I'm gonna just go chill now, finally the first night this year that I won't be wondering what happened to her. This is insane, I gotta get her here somehow!