I feel so lost right now. And desperate. I haven't had any sign of my gurl in nearly two weeks, even her phone says it's disconnected. The last time we talked she said it was 'a must' that we get to talk the next day because we hadn't been talking enough before, the next day came and she never did, and hasn't yet.

I don't know how to find out if something happened to her, or what this is all about. We haven't been having the easiest of time together but I know this isn't just her choice to stay off.

I've been emailing her, instant messaging her, calling her, and nothing. I've even been wishing on stars and praying for her to come on so I know she's ok, and nothing. What do I do?! I have an old email address that her friend was using, but that was from a year ago and I don't even think they're friends any more. Still I'll email her tonight and hope the account still works and she can help me.

But, I keep thinking about all the things that might have happened to her. She's stayed off the computer before, for a few days in a row, but two weeks, that's too much. I feel so helpless in finding out or doing anything at all. I don't know if I can live without her.

Please, anyone with a spare thought, think good thoughts for my love, I'm trying my best to.