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Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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I realized today I don't like people thinking I'm straight. Dem crazy folks that like the opposite sex, what's with that?? lol. My sister got married last month, to a guy, and whenever I went or go do something with my mom having to do with the wedding, the people look at me as if I'm the bride. I like being gay, and I very much love my gurl, I don't want to be thought of as being straight and married to a guy. I want to be known as a lesbian and engaged to my gurl. I also don't like when people use the word girlfriend to refer to a girl's female friends. Girlfriend should be resevered for couples, like no one calls a gurl's male friend her boyfriend unless he is, so why use gurlfriend? I don't know. It's just a thought running through my little mind today.

I'm back working at the music store for a piddly ten hours a week that isn't enough to do more than pay for my student loan, cell and credit card bills. I'm so frustrated, there's so many way important things that I need money for and having this job again makes me feel worse because I feel like it's mocking me, saying you can pay this stuff but you can't have what you really want. Damn I suck. I need a full time job. I want to get my own place again. I need to get a passport. I need to get a working Australian visa. I need to get a plane ticket to Australia. I want to get a ring for Lisa. Sometimes it's just not fair. Money isn't everything, but when you need money to be with the one that is everything to you, money becomes everything by association:(

So I'm living in Canada, in British Columbia and my province is burning to smitheriens. Luckily my town isn't on fire yet, though if it were to start I would be one of the first evacuated out I think since we live out of town in the boonies where all the trees are. But where one set of grandparents, an aunt and a cousin all live, their city of 90,000 people have had 30,000 evacuted so far, but again luckily not my relatives yet.

My uncle is a police officer and just transferred to a small town to train as the sergeant(the guy in charge, that's the sergeant isn't it?) but the week after he arrived the current sergeant's wife was so distraught by the fires as their town is close to another big fire that is burning that he went on holidays in the middle of it all and left my uncle in charge! One of his very first responsibilities was to have a small town close by evacuated at midnight when they got the order.

Hmm, my entries are rather boring aren't they? They are to me so they gotta be to you. Someday I'll come on here and tell you a really steamy story...today Lisa was wearing these really sexy shorts that hugged her ass just so, and a bikini top that was barely there, mmmm she's so gorgeous. I couldn't keep my hands off her. I led her into the bedroom, slowly teased her clothes off and...though come to think of it, I probably wouldn't tell any steamy stories. They're too private and much more romantic when left between the two involved. I'll just write about how much I adore her. But I'll leave that to another day and just talk to my sweet, adorable gurl now instead.