I love my gurl so much. Everyday it seems that the closeness and love that we have grows and it gets so much and so strong and so amazing that I loose my words for saying what I want. A word, a million words, could never be enough to say how much I adore my Lisa. She's everything to me, she's more than everything. With her I've seen the beauty of heaven, I've felt the softness of the clouds, I've heard the voice of an angel. Everyday I feel how much I am loved and how much I love her, even if something is happening that brings me down or messes with my head, I know I have her heart and it's my safety. It can't stop me from falling but it catches me before I hit the ground.

I'm in the middle of moving back home, something I didn't want to do and it makes me a number of things, sort of sad, sort of depressed, sort of anxious, sort of unsure, but through all that I have this overwhelming presense in my life that tells me it'll be alright and don't worry and things will work out. Simple words that anyone else could tell me and I'd shrug off, but when she tells me I believe it, even if sometimes when we're talking I don't seem to. She is one person in my life that I know is always there with some word of encouragement or support for me, who can make me believe in the outside world and in myself. Even if she can't do much, just having her there to listen and understand is all I need.

Yesterday she came online thanking me numberous times and complimenting me and saying how much she loves me, she saw the newest element to the site I'm making for her business and she really loved it and let me know. It was so incredibly sweet and felt so good knowing how she felt, it feels great to be appreciated and complimented on what I'm doing, even if I'm not good at taking compliments. It was just so nice. And you know, that is all I need from her...that is all I need from you baby, I don't need anything grande or extravegant or any kind of repayment for this site or anything else I do for you, just a simple thank you and your honest liking of it, just knowing that it makes you happy, that's all. Simple and sweet.

She's cute, so cute. In her looks she is gorgeous and sexy, she has a mouth that keeps me dreaming about kissing it, her eyes are so alluring I know when I can look into them daily I will happily be lost in them and she's got a body so beautiful she's like a work of art. Her personality though is so incredibly cute. She's adorable. The way she turns all innocent to try to win me over and tell her something she's been trying to get out of me, the way sometimes just out of the blue she will say certain things, the way she acts like a little kid now and then, and so much more. She has the greatest personality. She's like, ok this is Lisa - sorry if I don't say this so well - imagine all the things you like about each person you know, in one person it's their sense of humour, in another it's their levelheadedness, in another their smile, and so on, and now imagine being able to create one person from all those top qualities, you could just put them all together and you have this person made up of everything that you like, the personality, the looks, the spirituality, just everything you like wrapped up in one. Well that is Lisa to me.

Baby, you're incredible, you truly are. You're like a midnight rose under a full moon, rain drops on the petals refracting the light and creating one small perfect element of creation within the grand scheme of the world. Not everyone might have a chance to see the rose and many that do might miss how special it is, maybe even think to ruin it for sadistic joy or stupidity, but then there are those that could gaze upon it for hours, for days, for weeks, always finding a new angle of beauty, a new impression of outerworldliness. Those people know there is something unique about that rose and the more they watch it grow the more they learn and see that it originated from a plain seed sure enough, but the hand within(yes in itself) that watered it and kept it strong to weather any storm turned it into the special and unforgetable rose that it is. One so deserving of being in the bright light of the moon so it is never in darkness, one that any follower would gladly shield from the preying of beast and burden alike to keep it growing in all its spledor, to stand tall under the gaze and sometimes scrutiny of onlookers, and be proud in knowing that miracles of creation happen and the rose is proof.

Beauty of mind, body, soul and spirit, you are all and more my boo, all and more.

I love you so much Lisa.

xoxo