Three entries in one day, we'll see if something else happens to make it four. This day has gone from pretty good, to bad, to, um, I don't know really, surprising I guess. Because of Lisa's past she's never had anything concrete in her life, no certainty about anything, so when she started over there were things she needed to know and had to take a guess at, one being her date of birth. I never really thought anything of it. I guess I just supposed there was a way that she found out that she was born in '82 and so was 20. It turns out though, today she was finally sent her birth certificate and she is in fact, 25.

Half an hour ago, I had a gurlfriend a year younger than me and now I have a gurlfriend that is four years older than me. As far as I'm concerned, age is just a number that we use to further catagorize our lives and so mean nothing in the bigger picture. It doesn't change anything with us that now she is older, though when we play around instead of her joking I'm from the older generation I can now bug her about it. That's about as big of a change as it's made for us. I can't help thinking though that she just lost five years of her life. Technically she didn't, but mentally if you think for some years that you're a certain age and then find out later that you're older, those years in between are gone. She won't have a 21st birthday or a 22nd or so on. She seems fine with it, but she did only just find out. I feel we also lost five years off our time together.

I think that was the last thing I had expected her to tell me today. When she said there was something that might affect us, first thing I thought of was her health. I won't get into it, but well always jump to the worst conclussions first, right. So hearing she is 25 was a shock but great news compared to what I was not wanting to hear. So now I have an older woman on my hands, God help me, lol, kidding, kidding. I always thought I didn't belong as the older one in the relationship, now I guess I was right. I'm just glad she didn't say she was really 15, it's still just a number and it would still just be her, but that would complicate things a whole lot more everywhere.

Oh well, a number is a number is a number. I kind of like the idea of loving an older woman. Actually, I just like the idea of loving Lisa. Simple as that.

Stay tuned, maybe there will be more to come today. As long as it stays good, that's all I ask. See, in the first one today, I told you I would be writing more before Santa came, now would I ever lie to you? Course not. Eh, smile eh:) Take care until next time, same batgurl channel, same batgurl time...or there abouts.