This was my longest time between entries, I've been writing in my website and have nothing left to say when I come here. But I'll do a little update now.

Sexuality: I came out to my sister and her boyfriend(fiance as of saturday) over two weeks ago. They were really awesome. I didn't think I would actually tell them, my time was really running out and I had given up a number of opportunities during the day, but I finally did it. We talked for an hour and it was good. She even said that when they get married...the was before it became official...I can bring my girlfriend if I want and if anyone has something to say about that then they can get out. I almost cried at that. So now it is official for them, sometime next summer I will be a bride's maid in there wedding and I am wondering now if my gurl will be here so she can go with me. I hope she is. I want to dance in front of my family with my gurl in my arms, I want to kiss her in front of everyone, I want them all to know that one day they will be invited to our wedding. So now I am out to 8 IRL friends/family, 2 instructors, and 4 online friends. I think I'm doing pretty good. My mom will be soon...I think, my sister will be with me when I tell her.

Girlfriend: She is so wonderful. Everyday I am amazed by the person that she is and the huge heart that she has. She is also stubborn in the sweetest possible way that I can't help loving. Her stubborness comes from the goodness of her heart and her desire for me to be happy and to help me however she can. I truly don't know where I would be without her, she has had such an affect on my life, I can't image being without her now. And she is raising her babysister who is almost three months old. I love her to. They are my family, I would give anything to be with them right now. But that is slowly being figured out.

Career: Don't got one. My writing right now is going no where and I don't know what to do. I don't have the inspiration to write, but I should, I should be writing for my gurl so I can be saving money so I can support her and my baby. I want to. I just don't know what happened to my writing, I've barely written anything in so long. It's starting to worry me. I don't have a job right now either, which is really starting to worry me. I'm running out of money and I have rent and bills to pay. I CANNOT move back home, going for the weekend is sometimes to long, I couldn't survive if I was living there again. And it would mean talking to my gurl even less than I am now, not to mention having to hide my sexuality everyday until I told my mom. That's just too hard. Anyone out there wanna hire me?

Well I guess that is all. If you want to hear more and read updates more frequently please check out my website. But I'll keep coming back here sooner or later to say a bit more. Take care.