FINITO FINI FINISHED
2002-04-17 @ 7:23 p.m.

Guess what! GuEsS wHaT!! GUESS WHAT!!!

I am FINISHED FINISHED FINISHED my classes...forever FOREVER!!! Ya baby! Right on! Wicked! hehehahahoho ohh yeah! Come on do the funky monkey dance with me. I know you wanna.

Man/Woman, I can not believe that two years of college are finished, I graduate, I have a diploma. Days were slow on their own, but wholly cow two years just flippin zipped by.

Now you may be asking, okay so she is finished her studies...WHAT HAS SHE LEARNED in these two years? Well my dear reader I have been reflecting on that question myself and came away with a list of the few most IMPORTANT things I have learned. Wanna hear'em, sure you do, here goes. So first and foremost I have learned how to be a MASTER PROCRASTINATOR, I know that one will come in handy in the movie business. Number two, I learned that going to class on THREE HOURS OF SLEEP isn't necessarily the best idea...unless you take some toothpicks with you to prop your eyes open(I learned that part too late). Thirdly, I learned that if you SKIP MORE THAN HALF of your philosophy classes you can still come out with a B+. And lastly, I learned that IF YOU CAN BS your way through an essay, you ARE DAMN GOOD SHYT. Yup, the most important lessons I learned in two years of class, that I am now a great deal in the hole for, are the aforementioned, somewhere in there was something about computers and writing but I guess what ever it was wasn't important cause I don't remember.

Now if you were to ask me what I have learned in these last two years in my life that is altogether different. I have learned some really important things. One of course being that I am a lesbian, that is big enough just on it's own. Two, I learned that I am worth loving and capable of returning love. Three, I learned that you have to put aside your doubts and fears to let love into you life. Four, I learned that distance means nothing when you love someone. Five, I learned that no matter what happens or what you do, if someone loves you they stick with you. And six, I learned that no matter what the consequences you have to be yourself and not let your fear control your life.

Though I didn't learn anything really significant through my schooling, my life has been forever changed from these last two years because of what I have learned in my personal life, and for that these years have been well worth the doubt, fear, confussion, struggles, depression, and the daily routine of going to classes knowing it wasn't furthering my career. I am thankful for all that I have learned in my life and continue to learn each day no matter how big or small, and I am grateful to have met L not only because I love her with all my heart but because she has taught me many things and has helped me so much in the past few months. Without her I would be struggling a tremendous amount more than I am. If for no other reason, she will be forever in my heart for everything she has done for me. But I know she will also stay in my heart and holding my heart in her hands everyday because our love is true and will stay true. Nothing else has affected me as much as her love and support.

Hmmm, did I forget to mention that

I AM FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hallelujah, Hallelujah.

Free at last, free at last, thank God almight I'M FREE AT LAST!!!!!!!

I pidy da foo' that got class still.

HEHEHEHEHEHE

I'M DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE!!!!!!!

FINITO

FINI

FINISH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

I so love the thought of no more classes...EVER EVER EVER!!!

Now I'm gonna go send an email to all my poor friends still studying their butts off...hehehe, I think it's gloat time.

Luv ya'll.

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