I'm not as dedicated to this diary as I thought I would be, everynight I still write in my paper journal, but days can pass without a thought about writing here. Maybe because on occasion someone might read what I say so I don't want to spill everything here, but tonight I am going to do just that. So prepare yourself for an eyefull about one of my roommates.

First as a cautionary word, NEVER LIVE WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON AND ONLY LIVE WITH THEM IF YOU ARE REALLY REALLY CLOSE, EVEN THEN SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU MOVE IN TOGETHER.

Ok, well, here goes. I live with four other girls, we are renting a five bedroom house. Last year four of us lived together, and by the end of the year two of us pretty much hated one of the other ones so we knew living together again and adding one more person who also didn't like the one girl would cause some tension. But, even with all our doubts we still moved in together because we wanted the fifth girl to live with us and without the one we don't like she wouldn't live with us. Big mistake.

So we move in and right away there is tension, not too bad though. Well a month or so in the tension is growing the girl, H., is causing problems, though I can't remember anymore what they were. And then one day my roommate R. comes to me and says that she thinks H. has been using her computer which is locked in R's room. If you have java script on your computer then everything you type into the search engine stays in a list, same with hotmail accounts, and H's email addy kept showing up as well as things only she would search for. So we concluded that H. broke into R's room and used her computer, and maybe took a few small things, makeup stuff. So after a couple days, R confroted H and eventually H confessed once she knew about the java script. So H told R that H had a friend over, and he was kicking on the doors upstairs and R's door just 'popped' open, he saw the computer and decided to use it, and told H not to worry cause R would never find out. So they use the computer and R finds out. Oh, the night before R confronted H, I was in R's room and decided to test the door pulling on it with all my might, and again slamming my body into it from the outside, and the door stayed soundly shut. After the confrontation a friend tested the door and with barely a touch the door opened. I think there was some tampering there to make it look like her door would come open with a gentle kick. So me and R change her lock, test it again pulling, slamming, works good. And still does. A while later, we have a group meeting cause other shit had been going on, again don't remember. And we talk about breaking in, that is when she tells the rest of us that it was this guys, she said who the guy was, and that she knew she shouldn't have and was sorry, blah blah blah. So after that there was major tension in this house, silent treatments, and pure hatred, which eventually started to disipate and become a bit more copable, even civil. Flash forward to last week, my roommate M asks if we have gotten our lastest phone bill. I say yes cause I brought it in and put it where the rest of the mail goes, that would have been like a week before she asked. I assumed she had gotten it cause it was gone from the spot. But she never saw it, H had opened it and she claims to have lost it. Well it is due on tuesday, and we need to see what phone calls were made so we know who owes what. So on friday M calls the phone company, explains that the bill has been lost and can we get a copy, that is when we find out our bill is $300 bucks because H never paid last months bill when we gave her the cash for it. But there was a credit card payment of $200 made over the phone on wednesday but it still hadn't gone through by friday, we suspect a false card number. So now we are going to have another late payment cause we still dont have our bill. Anyway, so tonight there is another confrontation. The sister of the guy that H said was the one that broke into R's room, came over. Her brother has never been to our house, he was falsly accused. H again knowing she is caught, confesses it wasn't him it was some other guy. She says she didn't want to get the other guy into trouble so used this girl's brother's name. So I am still thinking she broke in all on her own and again is spouting more lies, again there will be major tension in this house and I am living with a psycopath. One more thing that she has done, she got a cell phone last summer and didn't want her parents to know so she had the bill sent to her friends house (sister of the falsly accused) so this girl J was opening her bill for her and guess what she found, H had been making prank calls to J's house, at like 4/5 in the morning and also to the house of H's sister's husband's house(they are split up) as well as I think H's ex-fiances house, and good chance that she was the one pranking R and M's phones aswell. H's sister agrees that H needs mental help, but that is as far as that thought has gone. So yeah, that is the house I live in, a phycotic 25 year old lives in my house and I can't wait to get out. Quoting myself and my roommates "That girl is fucked in the head."

So now that I rambled on about that in a very long paragraph, I beg you never to live with someone you don't absolutly love, and always go with your gut instinct, it will save friendships in the end as well as save you from daily stress each time you step into your own home. Other than this little news brief, nothing exciting has been going on around here. I'm still in the closet, still madly in love, and never want another roommate again except L. So now my children, if you have made it this far into my rant, thanks and I will do you a favour and stop here.